The Story of My Father Trigger warning: This post deals with the death of a person by suicide and with sadness and grief. The post is a bit rambling, but that was unavoidable with this profoundly emotional subject. Deep breath Okay, so here goes. I could not write a series …
My life has never been easy. Going over this list of power songs that have helped me at various stages of my life, I see they’re all from my twenties, and they’re all sung by women. This is particularly curious since I’m not that fond of female singers. Covering these …
“Tongue kisses?” I pulled up my nose. “I hate them.” The others looked at me amusedly. “Why? Don’t you think it’s hot?” my idol rock star Park asked me.I shook my head. “No, it’s far from hot. It feels like a slimy snail that twirls in your mouth. That’s not hot.”“A …
Music and Writing: Yes Music and Liz. The topic is too big to handle almost. I’ve been mulling over this subject for three days. I’ve studied my music library in Apple Music. I’ve explored my two YouTube accounts, and I still have no idea how to shape all this information …
Job of Dreams Watching porn as part of your day job is a dream, right? Testing sex toys, imagining hot scenarios for stories, writing sexual content must be a dream job. The past couple of weeks, I’ve been wondering why I chose this life. I mean, I could have been …
Merry Christmas! I love the Holiday spirit. I really do. I love it when the days become shorter when there are lights in the streets when the first Christmas decorations reach the stores. But at the same time, I dread the upcoming season. Because every year, without fail, I become …
I will never start a blog. About a year ago, I listened to Kayla Lords’ ‘Smutlancer‘ podcast, and her first advice to making money in writing about sex online is: start a blog. You need a blog to start gathering an audience and to have content to show to prospective …
The original prompt was to give advice to your 5-year-old self, but I thought that to be too young. The prompt didn’t leave my mind, so I decided to write a post on it, but to my 10-year-old self instead. Another World I was ten when I moved from a …
Where to Begin? Even though my husband and I connected because of our kink interests, our D/s wasn’t immediately the way it is now. Over the past ten years, we struggled to get it into a shape we both enjoyed. Early on, we both had losses in our families, we …
We Don’t Do Public Play Once a friend asked my husband and me: ‘Do you guys do public play?’ ‘No, no, no,’ we replied. ‘That’s not us.’ He continued: ‘I wish I had a partner with whom I could do play in public. You know, little things, like pulling hair …
